
As I type this blog today, I am pursing my dream to fulfill God’s calling on my life. Honestly, I feel really old to pursue this especially with my birthday a few days away, but I have decided not to hold back. At the age of 14, God placed a dream within my heart to preach the Gospel of Christ. I don’t doubt God’s desire but I have doubted my ability to complete it. But I guess who hasn’t doubted the Lord’s call or dream within one’s life. Most of the famous patriarchs have doubted their ability to do what God desired: Moses, Gideon, Joshua, and Joseph.
Joseph’s brothers didn’t understand his dream, they even teased Joseph among themselves by calling him, “Dreamer”. Jacob kept the matter in his heart but he questioned Joseph’s dream. So, Joseph had to trust God to complete it. Joseph’s own family didn’t understand the dream or what God’s intentions were. Keep in mind, everyone will not support your call or dream for your life. Understandably, we desire to have our family and close friends to support us with our desires. But what if they don’t? Is it worth pursuing with no one behind you but God? What is God calling you too?
I admit, I have allowed fear to cripple my abilities to reach for the dream but inside my heart it burns. No matter what I do or the length of time spent, I can’t stop yearning to complete it. Sometimes, I have tried to ignore it or convince myself the call never happened but I know it did. After graduating from high school, my dad asked what I was planning to do after school. My father wasn’t very happy about my choice; I was going to Bible College to prepare to become a minister. He angrily advised, “You don’t have my support in your decision.” And he stormed out of the room without another word. Besides my father, I have received harsh criticism from other pastors, ridiculed, and advised to forget this call because I am a woman.
Although Joseph was faced with very harsh realities, he still trusted God. Joseph remained faithful to God, committed to the tasks before him, and didn’t get a bitter spirit through it all. Once Joseph was sold into slavery, he ended up at Potiphar’s house. Even while being a slave, Joseph was promoted to trust in the care of the slaves and the household. He remained faithful to God’s word, although he was tempted to stray. He didn’t sin against God or try to destroy Potiphar’s name or marriage because of his circumstances. Potiphar’s wife tried numerous times for Joseph to sin with his body by having sex with her. Joseph chooses the right path by running away but it still caused some personal grief. People will try to prevent your dream from coming true. They will try to tempt you to stray, attack your character, or cause other's to doubt your ability.

Your future isn’t dependent on man who will forget you, God never forgets you. It can sometimes feel this way but God is teaching you valuable lessons to prepare for the big picture. In Genesis 50:20 says, “You intended to harm me, but God intended it for good to accomplish what is now being done, the saving of many lives.
And the Joseph realized God was preparing him for the best options in life: to protect his people and to make him the right hand of the pharaoh. God has good intentions towards us; He is preparing us for great things. It’s sometimes in the prison, we learn the meaning of life: to trust God. Your life’s dream will be fulfilled, if God promised it. It is done. However, I can’t guarantee how long you have to wait but be faithful in all things. God will fulfill it. Your responsibility is to trust God, be faithful with your work, don’t get bitter over the circumstance. You could be one call away from the door being opened, but your attitude could be what’s holding you back. What’s the dream worth to you? Although it cost your reputation, your family’s blessings, or your life will you keep the dream? If God is the only One who will support you, can you pursue it? Dreams can come true but only through faith in God.
Its true that God operates in misterious ways. Just a few minutes ago I was looking for some kind of interpretation of a dream that I had a night ago.
ReplyDeleteI dreamed about manna falling from heaven and my face and hands were covered by the strange flat and soft white kind of bread. I was with my Borther, who has a particular point of view, and we both were astonished by the miracle of having the heavenly manna in our hands.
When I woke up the firt thing I did was telling my wife and looking for any scripture that talks about manna, but couldnt found it and got lost in our daily prayer with my wife.
Then I found myself looking for some text about the interpretation of my dream, and I found this blog.
I believed that there is nothing supernatural if we are expecting any kind of material result, My search for Gods calling into mylife its just starting, and this writings that are here, by no coincidence, exactly a year ago, are pretty much what go wants to tell me.
Dreams can come true but only through faith in God.
I am excited writing now, Feb 2 2012, reading an encouragment statement about dreams, and callings, about perseverance and commitment... The purpose of this message has been fulfilled. Praise God...
Its true that God work in misterious ways... and its preparing our hearts for what is about to come...